What i really want? To answer this question, i need to put myself in one condition which allow me to wish and my wish will come true after i wish. It's like you pick up an Aladin lantern and you are givent three wishes.
Ok, if i am supposed to get that one, the first wish i would like to have is to see all the people in my country especially my family live in a harmony society, live in high standard of life. This is the first wish.
The second wish is that i wish i can live in just a simple life, a life without lacking of anything, get what i want , can do what i want to do, and live with the one you love.
The last wish that i want to have a happy life ever after. Never face stress especailly stress because of studying. i don't want to face this problem anymore. It's enough for me, i think. I should stop thinking of these stuff and come back to think of what i am facing now.
What do i got from this? I feel like after i write it, i still don't know who i am.....
6 comments:
first of all, glad that you now start to write a new blog. so welcome to the blogging world, ok? hehe..
It seems that you are as emotional as always. You try to find out who you are, and whatever it is. As a friend of yours, I really wish I can help u. If i can just draw a path for u to walk, I will do it but guess what? Different people lead their life differently. One more thing to tell you. Still remember me saying that the more we try to forget, the more we remember it? It doesn't only apply to love or whatever. In fact, in life is like that. The more you try to forget sth, the more you remember it, and the more you try to find out who u r, it just turns out another way. You don't need to crack ur head to find out who u r. I believe that u know exactly who u r already, but the problem is you can't just express it in word. But it doesn't matter anyway. You don't need to do anything besides believing in urself. Do you want to have money? Do you want to live with someone u love? Do you want to avoid all the stress? U can do all of these when you start to believe that you can get all these. It's not cheating urself, instead, it's like giving urself some energy and confident. Not sure if it helps, but hope it does... :)
Believe in myself? Sometimes, i almost give up this.Sometimes, i don't feel like i trust myself anymore,i tell myself to do this and do that ,however, i turn up to do something else. Let's say 10 times, you plan to do something, and someimes, you don't even follow the plan for one time. So, what the point for believing in yourself anymore, man! you know what? One thing i miss the most is the time that i did my best, felt so great,man!! I always miss that time when i feel lazy. And that moment always make me realize that i can do better than everyday. That only moment that don't make me completely giving up in myself, i always hope that that day will come to me again. But what bad about that day is it makes me isolated. Sometimes, i want that day sometimes i don't want.
Actually, my life now is so good already, i have someone(special), i got everything already, i jut need only one thing more, just be a good student. Just need to do something that a good student do, like know how to study, focus on studying more, that's it. This is the only thing that i need to have now,....Studying......(Noted: it's the end of the semester, that's why i feel stress out sometimes) I will feel better when semester end again.... what i need to do now is to study.......( i think i go out of topic, right?)... thank you davuth for keeping motivtate me all the time.
hmm... confident is very important and once u have no confident in urself, no one can help u te na. everyone can just dun trust u, but u can't just not trust urself te. if you plan and u turn out to be not doing it, it means you have no strong determination. Or maybe, u shouldn't plan at all. I dunno what u should do te, but please dun make thing so complicated. Just do sth like sopha. She takes her life kinda easy. Once she has sth to do, just do it.. u dun have to think or complain.. if complaining makes u feel better, yeah.. go ahead and do it but u have to remember that at the end, u still have to do it. If u have more confident in urself and stop these wishy washy thinging, i believe u will be better. Trust urself that u can do it and gather more determination.. all the best for u, man!
Erm.... just now heard some ppl mentioned my name, so i can't ignore anymore... hehe. I dont wanna give comments or ideas here, since i've been doing so for about a year already... What i wanna say here to u is "mr beast, keep going... only u know yourself more than others, and only u who can make your life beautiful". Lotta ppl waiting to hear your good news, and lotta ppl waiting to cheer and happy for you... so don't let anyone who cares for you disappointed... that's all from miss sparkling... ;) all the best...
miss sparkling is right.. only you know urself better than the others do. i told myself to reducing lecturing people, so i dun really wanna talk much here. just hope u r ok!
Sure will stressful cuz all topic here are stressful. Frankly speaking i didn't get to read all. cuz kinda very dow to read these topic. Sure will be stressful since u always put a lot of stressful topic around u. find sth nice to cheers ppl as u used to be. Find sth interesting.
U can't be on diet when u live in a place that everyone talk abt nice food and those food are all around u. U will end up obese.
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